We've been dating for nearly a month now. Woooo.

I'm on the quest to lose weight again. I'm going to start doing blogilate's videos again and get some healthy food. I try to cut out meat when dieting. I've already weaned myself off mountain dew for a while now. I'd be happy losing 10 pounds, but ULTIMATELY I wish to lose 25.
I don't know exactly which food I'll be getting until I'm actually at the store. But I know I need to get better snacks for myself. That's always my issue. I'm going to get some multigrain pita chips and some artichoke dip, aw yiss. I'd try hummus but, uh, it's been recalled right now. I'm going to find some dried fruit too. OH AND BROCCOLI. I like to keep a list of what to eat for breakfast/lunch/dinner, but I haven't even done that yet. I kind of burned myself out of yogurt and peanut butter crackers, so those are off the list already. I'll probably just do varieties of vegetables for dinner, varieties of fruit for lunch, and breakfast can be special k cereal.

I'm out of college for summer right now. It's been so boring. I'll probably get a job next month to have something to do and to have moneyyyy. I also need to pay off my fines so I can drive. I fucking swear. I was hoping my financial aid check would come so I could pay off quicker, but they only gave me 198 and they won't give me any answers as to why it's almost $800 off of what I should have got.

My Dr Martens fit perfectly, thank goodness! Nothing new has happened. I've been trying to lose 10 lbs. It's such a struggle. This use to be so easy for me. I just can't seem to do it. I have slipped up by eating chocolate and drinking mtn dew. Two no-no's. Today will be better. My classes end in one month, and I might get a job at a veterinary clinic. My friend works there, it's 7.50 an hour. You basically walk dogs, bathe them, cleaannn. Animals > people. Keep the humans away from me.
I've also been talking to a boy. He's younger than me O_O but only be a few months, he's still a senior in highschool. I don't know where it's going to go.

I bought L'Oreal's Magic Beautifier BB Cream the other day. It's pretty nice. It did take out red on my face, like foundation. Mainly I'm wanting a primer, and one that I can find in a drug store. So I heard it was a favorite. I used it a few minutes before I put on my foundation and... I don't know. It felt gross putting the foundation on top of it. My skin looked good though. I didn't really notice my makeup looking cakey. I'll pay better attention the next time I try it out.

Anywaysss. I ordered my first pair of Dr. Martens!!!! I got the 1460 smooth black. I'm excited, yet nervous. I had to gamble at the size. There is no where local that I could try them on at, so my only option was to buy online. Usually, I'm an 8 1/2 and they don't have half sizes! I ended up getting an 8, and I just hope it fits! I didn't get the 9 because I didn't want them to look too big. Plus, they stretch, so I'm thinking it can stretch to an 8 1/2. Hopefully they'll be here soon. Next week?

Lastly, I bought the new Jergen's bb cream body lotion. It's makes my skin veryyy smooth. I can't really tell if it's evening out the skintone though.

My computer might have a virus. Ugh. So that means my stuff will probably be erased.So I went back to Sims 2 and made all the kids into teens to see what they'd look like

I didn't get to change their clothes. Elise, Hudson, Lucius, Tauriel. 
Hudson was Heidi and Rylan's, and Lucius was Harkon and Leda's second baby.
-Tauriel grew up to look exactly like her mom,
and Elise is the perfect balance between her mom and dad.
-Lucius looks like he should be in fucking Tokio Hotel, he is such a beautiful woman I'm so confused.
-Hudson is like... wtf are you even related to us?? His mom had default skin, which looked good on her, but he  inherited it and he just doesn't look right.

They were born in this order: Elise, Tauriel, Hudson, Lucius.

Anywho, I hope my computer gets better. I was chosen to beta test Elder Scrolls Online and my browser is so fucked I can't even sign in to download. No other browser works on my computer, besides Maxthon and IE.

I started spring classes today and they are pretty decent. Billy and I broke up a week ago, but I'm trying to mend things and I think we're slowing recovering. I'd hope by Valentine's Day... what also sucks is out 1 year is February 21st. Like, come on.

I also made all of these Sims 3 houses + videos. I SUCK at building on Sims 3 for some reason, but I was kind of proud of these, especially the beach house. Plus, I learned how to use the different camera angles. FANCY.

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