Well I did lose those extra pounds, and I can fit a size 7 jeans!! I went down two sizes. However, I'm not 119, but I will be. I'm like 122/123, which is cool for now. I've been waiting on my mom to get her college money so we can go shopping and get a new camera and such, and it is sooo late! I'm going crazy waiting for it! It's suppose to get her before August.. 3 more days, or 2 not counting Sunday since mail doesn't run. If it doesn't come today, I'm going to puke on someone's face.

I'm annoyed!! God!! I reached 119 lbs, but my swallowing has been getting better so I've been drinking more stuff. So one morning last week I drank like 6 Ensures in a row and gained 5 lbs. So now I'm 125. I'm so upset. You'd think you wouldnt gain weight with only liquids.

Summer break has been boring as hell. Everyone is always too busy to hang out, and I am always too sick. I don't know how I'm going to do community service. I mean, I'll definitely be able to finish on time, but I want to finish sooner than that.
July, however, is looking pretty nice! I want to experiment on my looks. I'm going to go blonde.. dun dun dun. It's just something I NEED to try. I'm aiming for a nice, natural looking blonde, not a white/bleached deal. I'm hoping I'll only need two bleaching sessions, and that the toner will do a good job of getting rid of brassiness. I've already picked out a nice deep conditioner. My hair is pretty strong, so things should go well. I'm trying to do this in a 3 day period though. I'd also like to try dark purple sometime, unless I really like blonde and keep it. I'm going to cut my bangs too. Not straight across, but angled-like.
Next month I'm also going to buy Sims 3 World Adventures and/or Showtime, and I'm going to begin running 2 miles per day with new exercise clothes! Yeeee!! =3 Alssooooo, whenever this may be, before school starts I want my eyebrow done and a tattoo. For my tattoo, it's going to be a reward for losing weight. I want it on my hip area, and it will be cherry blossoms with the kanji japanese symbol for "dream". I drew out the symbol myself, so it's specialzzz.
Eh, anyway. I feel pretty yucky right now. There's nothing to do either. I guess what I should do is sleep.

I want to do something crazy with my hair next month. Purple or blond, hmm. Both will be done, but which first? I may go with purple. And I'm going to cut my bangs. I also want a piercing and tattoo before school starts.

Anyway. Fuck Stardoll.

I've kind of quit P90X. I'm way to sick to continue. I still plan on running, and doing the blogilates stuff, but p90x is too much right now. At least I lost another half inch on my thighs.
I'm getting a brain scan on the 12th to see is anything neurological is affecting my swallowing. It sucks. I feel like shit every day. I don't know how I'm going to handle the beach.