My endoscopy went well. If was different from last time. I'll give a brief summary (this isn't brief) :3

Once I was registered and arrived in my room, I got in my gown and waitin to get my IV's put in. There was an old woman patient on the other side of the curtain, and she would not stop farting. No. I'm talking ERUPTIONS. My mom and I were trying to conceal our laughs. What made it funnier is the woman would comment about each time to her friend. Such as, "Ahh, much better." and "Might as well have shame then hold it and have pain!" It was some kind of comedy skit!

After all of that, I was wheeled down the recovery area I guess, so I could wait my turn to get my procedure done. Everyone was really nice, just like last time. And everyone kept complimenting my shitty nails. Then came the "laughing medicine" to calm me down >:) Oh, it is lovely. Muchhhh different than last time. It was more intense this time. The walking away after administrating it, and I laughed so hard at him. Then my arm went cold and everything got heavy and I felt drunk. At that point, I did not care what would happen.

So I go back to the operating room. The anesthesiologist made me roll on my side and he put a pillow behind my back and put oxygen on me. My awesome doctor came over and I think she put her hand on my shoulder, then put this plastic thing in my mouth to keep it open, and I was out. I didn't even know he put the sleeping drugs in yet.

So I slur away being brought back in my room. Apparently I was looking at my nurse cross-eyed, then I started laughing again. I rested for a while and my doctor came back in with results. Basically my esophagus is really inflamed, my hernia is still there and I may possibly get it fixed in a few weeks, I was dilated a little, and there was a lot of bile in my stomach. o.O Boomer. Also, my "insides are as pretty as I am on the outside."


So right now I'm just sitting her. I took a nap and woke up and my throat to my stomach hurts :\ It's not comfortable. It's a hard thing to describe. My chest hurts, but it's not my chest. It's really achy. And my friend and I are suppose to go to IHOP this morning, I hope I can do it. I think I may get a kid's dish, because they have smaller portions which are perfect for me... or I may get a crepe. Who knowwwws.

Okay, so I hate the new Blogger layout/dashboard thing. However, it showed me my blog views and I have a lot more than I expected o.O People actually read my blog?? lol. I was never really looking for popularity or anything. I don't even have the comments enabled because I kind of don't want to hear anyone's opinions on my thoughts xD (however, if you did ever want to talk to me, you could find my contact info.) I mostly keep a blog as an online journal, because it is much more quicker to update opposed to writing it down by pen. Plus, I like the sound of typing...mmm. 


I think I'm going to change my blog's layout. Idk. Or at least add some widgets to the side panel, like I did to my last blog.

I'm in a writing mood. I'm just so bored right now. Everyone else is busy. And I haven't been to school in so long. Maybe I'll go play Left4Dead.... but it's more fun to play with my friends. -__- Why can't my cat have the mental capacity to play a video game with me?

Crapola has went down since my last post. And it truly sucks.

First off, I have very bad acid reflux, hiatal hernia, and gerd. Therefore, dysphagia. I 've had swallowing issues since 2nd grade. It takes me an incredibly amount of time and effort to eat. Right now, I'm not eating anything, and hardly drinking. For about a week now. It is the worst feeling. My limps feel stiff and weak, I'm dizzy, I see spots, I'm missing school (a week!!), and it is out of my control. I weigh 130 lbs right now... cool I guess. P90X is very difficult, because I do not have nearly enough fuel in my body. This has happened before, Summer '08 (which I talked a lot about in my previous blog.) I feel like this one is worse, because it gets so bad sometimes that I can't swallow spit. It sucks.

Today I met with a specialist who helped me before. I'm getting a 2nd endoscopy done Thursday. I'm excited because the first one was kind of fun xD But that's what's up.

Also, I'm happy to say I am FINALLY losing inches. Very little, but it's progress. 5.5 all together. 2 inches from my waist (my waist is the least of my concerns, blahh!), .5 inches each from both arms, 1 inch from my hips, and.... 1 and .5 inches seperately from my thighs.

Now I'm motivated to continue xD This is also my 1st recovery week, but since last week I was very ill, I'm extending 1 more week and skipping recovery. Next Monday I'm just going to jump right into phase 2 (or else I'd be confused with my days.) So yeah. Good signs for the coming months. :D

I deleted my previous post where I was upset from only losing weight and not inches.

Wooo! It's my 5th day into p90x. I weight 136 now, so I've lost 3 lbs since beginning! While that's nice, and 135 has always been my mini goal weight, I want inches to be lost. I'll take my inches after 30 days, so May 9th.

Shoooo-weee!

P90X arrived today (Gerard Way's bday, woot woot!) I decided I'm doing the Lean version. I just finished my first work out, which was Core Synergistics. Jesus Christ. I'm proud of myself. I pushed myself, modified exercises, and attempted each workout till the end. Don't get me started about the sweat...omfg, sick. But it felt good to sweat so much, because I knew I did something right. I need to shower, but I'm so weak and sleepy. Ahhh!! Horror!