I'm really upset with how school has turned out. Since I last updated, I was sent to juvie that following Monday for 2 1/2 days. That affected my school performance. Then I had to serve 3 weekends in juvie after that. All for not going to school in the first place. I'm not even a bad student. So eventually, I have no clue if this illegal or what, but they withdrew me from school at 17 for missing a few days. Basically I was a drop out. So I went and talked to my guidance counselor to fix things. I could either come back next year to finish, or get my GED. I wanted to graduate with my class this year, so GED it was. I'm MAD. I don't want my GED, but it's my only way. My school has fucked me over from the start. It's so wrong how things have been. They would never work with me or try and listen. I've been upset and pissed off about the way things have ended. We graduate May 31, and this happens. Of course. My friend just got hers too though. A GED doesn't affect my future. I still get to attend college and be successful, but the process is really annoying. I don't get to see my friends in school anymore because I'm in the GED classroom. It just sucks. What hurt me the most was graduation. High school graduation is so important to me. Those are the people I grew up with. I can still attend my graduation, but I have to walk last with the other GED kids. Granted, not many people would notice because it's crazy, but the teachers would notice, and anyone who pays attention (My last name begins with a C, I certainly shouldn't be walking in the back.) My friend isn't going to attend, and I don't want to be there with the GED students alone. It's humiliating. The community college holds a graduation in June specifically for GED and middle-college students, my two friends are attending that one, so I am too. Whether I go to my high school one now... who knows.

My senior prom is tomorrow! My last real school gathering. I'm getting my hair done and everything. ^__^ So that's cool and all. I began dating one of my ex boyfriends that I mentioned earlier. He's my date. Sunday will be our two month anniversary, hahaha.

Well anyways. I've just been extremely stressed lately. God. I'm also trying to lose the last bit of my stubborn weight. Actually, the scale doesn't matter, I want inch loss and toning. I've been eating less and been doing the 30 Day Shred for over a week now. I begin Level 2 tomorrow.

I'm singleeeee as of December 30th. It's nice! 2nd semester starts tomorrow... my last semester of high school!! Yeah! I have a lot of work to do, to make up from all the days I miss during the previous semester. I just hope things work out and it's a good end to school.

Blah. I'll be going to juvie for missing school. :\ Two of my friends may be int here with me. I'm thinking this will probably be in February. It sucks. But I don't even care anymore. I want school to be over and I want to be 18 now!!
I've had an eventful past week. My ex came back into the picture. It's a complex situation and I don't feel like going into detail. Ugh. Life is annoying and stressful right now.

Godddd. I haven't updated in a while. Nothing much has really happened. I got my eyebrow pierced last month and it was awesome, but a few days ago I had to replace it with a spacer for my choir concert, then it came out in my sleep and the hole grew in. I got Sims 3 Supernatural & Seasons! Ahh! I finally built a decent house on my own. Since there is nothing else left to really say, I'll just show the picture of it.

School is fine now. I got out of art and I'm in keyboarding now, and all friends are in lunch with me. Court went great. Basically, I'm set up for review on my birthday in march, and if everything is fine, they will drop everything.
On Thursday we had this investments in learning assembly at school and I won $100 (second year in a row, yeahh!) And the local news station was there and the producer tricked me into being interviewed! I thought he just wanted to talk to me about the reward I got, no, he put a microphone on me the cameraman was in my face. T_T  Ugh.
But I'm so happy, I needed that money for clothes! Gah. I get the check on Tuesday.  I've been trying to diet for homecoming, but it's so hard. At least I'm maintaining and not gaining though. I'm 126, but I'm still going to try my best to get to 115 by homecoming night (October 20th.)