I mean, if you can sit down and get into my Facebook messages and read them all with your other friend, whom then proceeds to look at personal pictures between my boyfriend and I, without you doing a thing about it.... uh... shitty person alert. I'll never forgive, and you both will never live it down.

I'm really excited about my future! I graduate on May 31, then I'm going to enjoy my last summer of bliss. lol. I'm testing for my permit this week, which is late but I never needed it until now (plus due to my court expenses, I wasn't allowed to until I actually turned 18), then my license will come quickly. I'll be beginning college in the fall! At that time I'm applying for a pretty good job (1,000 monthly), and I'll start saving up for a car. My boyfriend is trying to get a job at place which also pays well. We're going to try and get an apartment together during college.

I'm really upset with how school has turned out. Since I last updated, I was sent to juvie that following Monday for 2 1/2 days. That affected my school performance. Then I had to serve 3 weekends in juvie after that. All for not going to school in the first place. I'm not even a bad student. So eventually, I have no clue if this illegal or what, but they withdrew me from school at 17 for missing a few days. Basically I was a drop out. So I went and talked to my guidance counselor to fix things. I could either come back next year to finish, or get my GED. I wanted to graduate with my class this year, so GED it was. I'm MAD. I don't want my GED, but it's my only way. My school has fucked me over from the start. It's so wrong how things have been. They would never work with me or try and listen. I've been upset and pissed off about the way things have ended. We graduate May 31, and this happens. Of course. My friend just got hers too though. A GED doesn't affect my future. I still get to attend college and be successful, but the process is really annoying. I don't get to see my friends in school anymore because I'm in the GED classroom. It just sucks. What hurt me the most was graduation. High school graduation is so important to me. Those are the people I grew up with. I can still attend my graduation, but I have to walk last with the other GED kids. Granted, not many people would notice because it's crazy, but the teachers would notice, and anyone who pays attention (My last name begins with a C, I certainly shouldn't be walking in the back.) My friend isn't going to attend, and I don't want to be there with the GED students alone. It's humiliating. The community college holds a graduation in June specifically for GED and middle-college students, my two friends are attending that one, so I am too. Whether I go to my high school one now... who knows.

My senior prom is tomorrow! My last real school gathering. I'm getting my hair done and everything. ^__^ So that's cool and all. I began dating one of my ex boyfriends that I mentioned earlier. He's my date. Sunday will be our two month anniversary, hahaha.

Well anyways. I've just been extremely stressed lately. God. I'm also trying to lose the last bit of my stubborn weight. Actually, the scale doesn't matter, I want inch loss and toning. I've been eating less and been doing the 30 Day Shred for over a week now. I begin Level 2 tomorrow.