July 27, 2014

This summer has sucked. There's not much to update on, because I haven't done much. I did put in a job application at the local animal hospital, and I even did an interview. My friend also put in a good word for me. But I haven't heard anything, and that was all a month ago.
I've hung out with Billy twice. He was here a few days ago and bought me some vodka and wine. So that's been a fun thing to do. I've never been drunk prior, and I had like 4 shots in an hour in a half (spaced out because I don't know what I can handle) and I'm still really uncertain what I felt. I know I was altered, but not really drunk. I guess tipsy. I could still type fine. Last night I had a glass of wine and I was mehhh. Each time I end up falling asleep though. I bought a hookah pen yesterday, too.

Idk. This past month 1/2 has been really hard. There's a lot going on with the people in my circle. I hope things get better soon. The positive side is things are better than they were a month ago, in different ways, but things are also a little worse in different ways too. It also appears I'm the only one who is going back to college for a second term. If I could just get a job and pay off my fines to get my license, I'd be set. I want to live the life I aspire to have.