I got really sick two days after that post. Which resulted in insomnia and gaining weight. My insomnia is still happening. It's terrible. I can't control it and it has affected school. I can never wake up to go to school; I have already missed 9 days (10 is the limit, according to the policy!) And another fantastic thing, I have to go to court for violating my petition thing. It'll be my 3rd time go to court for truancy. JUVIE. I will fucking die in there. That is not the place for me! My school doesn't give a shit! They know there is an issue here, but won't do anything to help me after I tell them and tell them. I have anxiety, depression, and insomnia, why the fuck can't I finish up this semester online?!?!!!!?! Fuck everyone.

I've been surprisingly losing weight without really trying. Right now I am 147.4. I'm glad though. It'll become easier not to eat because I'm so stressed and upset. And it's Saturday right now and there is NOTHING to do!! No one is here when I really need them.