I'm fed up with fucking everything. I kind of want to quit talking to everyone for a while. I'm tired of being annoying.

I got the drunkest I have ever been the other night and paid for it severely the next day. But I lost 3 lbs because of it so whatever. I haven't weighed this little since 2012.
I also bought my first pack of cigarettes today. I feel destructive, and I want to be destructive to myself. I don't want to keep cutting. I'm really stressed out with life and school. I have psychology homework due since Monday, and then have another due tomorrow and I need to work on it all. Then I have this huge essay for english due this month and I have to do perfect on it because I didn't turn in my last essay because I had a breakdown. So basically, next semester I'm taking a break.

I got my driving permit last week. Fucking finally. I can get my license this December.