Godddd. I haven't updated in a while. Nothing much has really happened. I got my eyebrow pierced last month and it was awesome, but a few days ago I had to replace it with a spacer for my choir concert, then it came out in my sleep and the hole grew in. I got Sims 3 Supernatural & Seasons! Ahh! I finally built a decent house on my own. Since there is nothing else left to really say, I'll just show the picture of it.

School is fine now. I got out of art and I'm in keyboarding now, and all friends are in lunch with me. Court went great. Basically, I'm set up for review on my birthday in march, and if everything is fine, they will drop everything.
On Thursday we had this investments in learning assembly at school and I won $100 (second year in a row, yeahh!) And the local news station was there and the producer tricked me into being interviewed! I thought he just wanted to talk to me about the reward I got, no, he put a microphone on me the cameraman was in my face. T_T  Ugh.
But I'm so happy, I needed that money for clothes! Gah. I get the check on Tuesday.  I've been trying to diet for homecoming, but it's so hard. At least I'm maintaining and not gaining though. I'm 126, but I'm still going to try my best to get to 115 by homecoming night (October 20th.)

School started yesterday. My senior year. It really sucked. I'm pretty bummed. It wasn't how I wanted it to be. My depression has come back really bad for the past month, so I'm on Zoloft again. Now my anxiety has come back full forced. Before I even got to my 1st block yesterday, I has a meltdown and wanted to leave. My brain is so fucked up. I wish I were normal. I'm going to see my psychiatrist and get some Ativan to help my anxiety for a little while.
I have to fix my schedule asap though. My 3rd block causes me hell. It's art and I'm all alone in there, and I'm just not good at art. Then I have a really shitty lunch with only ONE girl to sit with, and she is kind of annoying. All of my friends have different lunches. I already filled out a form to turn in to request a new schedule. I'm going to replace art with French II with my friend, then I'll have lunch with her, then for 4th block I'll have Keyboarding with another friend. Everything will get better, I know that. I'm just impatient and anxiety ridden. Hopefully by tomorrow I will get the good news that my schedule is revised to my liking.
Writing all of this is helping me and my thoughts. A few hours ago I had a total breakdown...

Well, since my last post. That money came and I got some clothes and a great camera. I also got Sims 3 Showtime and Skyrim.... Skyyyyriiiimmm is muh lyf. I'm a level 27 (I think) wood elf named Fawn xD She is also a werewolf and is married to a fellow werewolf named Farkas. And I have Shadowmere, buwahahaa! I can't wait to get xbox live and get the Dawnguard dlc.... vampire lord here I come!
Oh, and court. Wait, first off, I didn't complete community service; however, I haven't heard any news about that... maybe they'll forget c: But court, I went at the beginning of the month, they extended to last Monday, then once more extended it now to September 5th. They are waiting on the results of my "nasal endoscopy", which I will delightfully get to experience next week. ._.

Well I did lose those extra pounds, and I can fit a size 7 jeans!! I went down two sizes. However, I'm not 119, but I will be. I'm like 122/123, which is cool for now. I've been waiting on my mom to get her college money so we can go shopping and get a new camera and such, and it is sooo late! I'm going crazy waiting for it! It's suppose to get her before August.. 3 more days, or 2 not counting Sunday since mail doesn't run. If it doesn't come today, I'm going to puke on someone's face.

I'm annoyed!! God!! I reached 119 lbs, but my swallowing has been getting better so I've been drinking more stuff. So one morning last week I drank like 6 Ensures in a row and gained 5 lbs. So now I'm 125. I'm so upset. You'd think you wouldnt gain weight with only liquids.