So I changed the blog from 'butterflywithbulletwings' to my tumblr url of 'accio--dragons'.

I'm so bored right now. It's Friday night, so wtf. College is killing me. The work is extensive. I'm only allowed to miss 6 days in my horrid math class, and today I missed my 5th day due to car trouble. I'm so upset. My teacher is going to nag about it to me on Monday, and she was so proud of me the last time I was in class for not missing a day in so long. Ugh. God dammit. I'll also have to come in to her 8am class to make up work, which I dread so bad. That's 2 math classes in one day. I'm trying not to get overwhelmed by it all. I'm trying to look at the bigger picture. I've actually got a lot to look forward to right now in these last few months. One point of interest, is the fact I'm going to see 30 Seconds to Mars with my friend Bailey in December. I'm so excited for that. Classes also end a lot earlier in college as opposed to high school. But that also makes me in hurry to finish things in time. I have 3 math units I have to finish by mid-December. I've just finished unit 1, and I need to pass my exam on it in order to begin unit 2... perhaps if I went to school today it wouldn't be an issue. Omfg, I dread next week so bad. I hate to looked at negatively.

I'm trying to find a good movie to watch on demand. My boyfriend should be over tonight, but he's helping his friend move in the morning. Tomorrow night should work, though.


Here's some Sims 3 pics for the hell of it.

my sim was spittin' some racial slurs to this poor child. she kept booing him and laughing.

swimming in a crocodile infested river in egypt. u go gurl.

the china themed world is so pretty.

Things are so much better now.

I mean, if you can sit down and get into my Facebook messages and read them all with your other friend, whom then proceeds to look at personal pictures between my boyfriend and I, without you doing a thing about it.... uh... shitty person alert. I'll never forgive, and you both will never live it down.

I'm really excited about my future! I graduate on May 31, then I'm going to enjoy my last summer of bliss. lol. I'm testing for my permit this week, which is late but I never needed it until now (plus due to my court expenses, I wasn't allowed to until I actually turned 18), then my license will come quickly. I'll be beginning college in the fall! At that time I'm applying for a pretty good job (1,000 monthly), and I'll start saving up for a car. My boyfriend is trying to get a job at place which also pays well. We're going to try and get an apartment together during college.

I'm really upset with how school has turned out. Since I last updated, I was sent to juvie that following Monday for 2 1/2 days. That affected my school performance. Then I had to serve 3 weekends in juvie after that. All for not going to school in the first place. I'm not even a bad student. So eventually, I have no clue if this illegal or what, but they withdrew me from school at 17 for missing a few days. Basically I was a drop out. So I went and talked to my guidance counselor to fix things. I could either come back next year to finish, or get my GED. I wanted to graduate with my class this year, so GED it was. I'm MAD. I don't want my GED, but it's my only way. My school has fucked me over from the start. It's so wrong how things have been. They would never work with me or try and listen. I've been upset and pissed off about the way things have ended. We graduate May 31, and this happens. Of course. My friend just got hers too though. A GED doesn't affect my future. I still get to attend college and be successful, but the process is really annoying. I don't get to see my friends in school anymore because I'm in the GED classroom. It just sucks. What hurt me the most was graduation. High school graduation is so important to me. Those are the people I grew up with. I can still attend my graduation, but I have to walk last with the other GED kids. Granted, not many people would notice because it's crazy, but the teachers would notice, and anyone who pays attention (My last name begins with a C, I certainly shouldn't be walking in the back.) My friend isn't going to attend, and I don't want to be there with the GED students alone. It's humiliating. The community college holds a graduation in June specifically for GED and middle-college students, my two friends are attending that one, so I am too. Whether I go to my high school one now... who knows.

My senior prom is tomorrow! My last real school gathering. I'm getting my hair done and everything. ^__^ So that's cool and all. I began dating one of my ex boyfriends that I mentioned earlier. He's my date. Sunday will be our two month anniversary, hahaha.

Well anyways. I've just been extremely stressed lately. God. I'm also trying to lose the last bit of my stubborn weight. Actually, the scale doesn't matter, I want inch loss and toning. I've been eating less and been doing the 30 Day Shred for over a week now. I begin Level 2 tomorrow.