March 08, 2012

I'm not happy.

My weight has plateaued. It's been stuck at 139-140 for days. The only solution is for me to eat more to get my metabolism back.

Secondly, tomorrow is my birthday and my boyfriend OF COURSE has to work from 3-10pm. Our plans were completely abolished. So now, I have nothing to do, because I don't want to be with my friends. I want to be with him, like we intended. I still get to see him at 10 and I'll stay the night and go out to Olive Garden for lunch (oh and i just realized, for lunch it would look a little silly of me to get all dressed up, as opposed to dinner. ugh.)

I just ate some chips and I don't feel bad for doing so...yet. T___T I think my period is coming.