He broke up with me a few days ago because he still wants his ex. OKAY. Go get cheated on and used again. Go right ahead. The fact that I know that is coming, and that's going to taste sweet, does not mean that I don't feel destroyed. I feel betrayed. I feel deceived. I was a rebound.
So I added Billy back and we are going to hang out at some unprecedented time soon. I'm in such a mess. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm literally betrayed. How dare he do this when we confided into each other over all the CRAP our ex (not billy) did to us. Fucking stupid. So fucking stupid, you weak, insecure child. You're suppose to be moving on. You can't keep your head up someone's ass for so long and be treated like dirt.